Today's been a crazy, crazy day. Within three hours of getting up, I'd done more than I had thought I could do all day. I love/hate it when that happens. It was great to get so much done, but I was exhausted. You know, carrying heavy things from the car (detached garage) and into the house really kicks my ass. Today it was about 50 pounds of organic/free range lamb. Then I was *smart* enough to go to the grocery store. Of course, I was *smart* enough to buy 5 lbs of apples and flour as well as a 10 lb bag of potatoes. WHAT was I thinking? Did I really think it was going to transport itself into my house? Really? By the time I got it all in, I was in no mood to work on laundry and everything else I had started before I left. However, I did more. Not all, but more. It was crazy. By 1, I popped in a movie and took a nap. Tonight was 2nd quarter conference night. Yip-pee. I don't like conferences. I'm not sure why. I LOVE talking about my kids. (no, really, I do) I know and understand they are not perfect (Thank GOD they are not...that would drive me INSANE). Most of the time, I even feel like I have half a clue as to what's going on with school. However, I've noticed that conferences take on two formats. 1. Short, sweet and to the point or 2. A non-ending stream of babble that is supposed to make me feel like it was worth waiting in that 20 minute line that really says nothing at all that I haven't heard before. Guess which one I prefer! The class that is giving one of my girls the most trouble was the fastest and most informative. Neither he, she or I have any questions about what can be done and the consequences of not taking these options. From here on out, it's her choice. He and I are available to facilitate. Done. Fantastic. I also hate that ours are in the gym and in hallways so that you can hear the conference of the person on either side of you when with the teacher and the one having the conference when you are next in line. Not exactly private. However, I will not change this tried and true system. I'm sure it's a good idea somewhere. Anyway, it was nice to meet the new quarter class teachers and to check in with the ones I met in September. It's nice to be able to verbally support the girls in front of their teachers and for them to hear compliments in front of me. The best comment of the night came from their Spanish teacher. (Yep, some brilliant person put them in Spanish together at the same time in the same room. It is actually working out well. They've NEVER had class together, and I bet they never will again, but it's weird) After going through their grades, she looked up and said, "You have the most respectful children" Can you say "BEAMING"?!!!! That's what I was doing. You know, information comes and information goes....being able to reference and computers has really reduced the amount of facts one must carry in one's head....but respect. THAT'S something that I've been aiming for for years. I could still cry right now thinking about it. I know they don't particularly like everyone or every teacher. I'm sure they aren't stepford children either. However, it's great to know that they are putting that respect out there and it's being noticed. It did my heart proud.

As we were leaving tonight, I looked up and the snow was coming down softly......and this tree was lit up by the light on the side of the building. It was one of those inside of the snow globe moments. It just felt magical. (glee from leaving,maybe?) So, I took the pic. No, it doesn't do the real image justice, but it helps me remember that one fleeting moment of wonderment.

And then there's the mobuis/infinity scarf I finished today. I'm not in LOVE with it, but wth, can't love it all. It should be in the etsy store tomorrow...unless, of course, I find a way to turn it into a dog collar for Ella *grin* NOT happening.
Now, here's the last questions. Does anyone else confuse exhaustion with sadness? I'm sad almost every night before I go to bed. Now, I don't think of myself as a sad person, so I'm wondering if I'm just tired and getting my signals crossed as usual.
Live out loud ladies and gentlemen....we only get one shot at this.